◕‿◕ Drogenmädchen's freaky world~
welcome to my world. :kjutica:

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happyinmyownlittleworld~

She got some pritt stick and she glued her lips together.
So she never had to speak, never had to speak, never had to speak.
People used to say shes as quiet as a mouse, she just doesn't make a peep.

She marched to her wardrobe and she threw away the colour, because wearing black looks mysterious, but it didn't impress her mother.
She wanted to dress her baby in patterns and flowers, butMariellajust crossed her arms and so she cried for hours.
Mariella
Mariella
My pretty, baby girl
Unglue your lips from being together and, and wear some pink and pearls.
You can have your friends 'round and they can stay for tea.
Won't you just try to fit in please, do this for me.
But Mariella just crossed her arms and she walked up the stairs and she went into her bedroom, and she sat on her bed.
And she looked in the mirror and she thought to herself I wanna play, I can play with me, If I wanna think, I'll think in my head.
At school,Marielladidn't have many friends, yeah, the girls, they all looked at her and they thought she was quite strange.
And the boys there not really into girls that age.
And the teachers, they thought Mariella was just going through a phase.
But Mariella just smiled and she skipped down the road because she knew all the secrets in her world.
yeah, she always got the crossword puzzles right every day and she could do the alphabet backwards, without making any mistakes.

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Omiljeni bend/omiljena pesma svih vremena. ;D


It is cheesed with power and the morality of which it goes mad
A lot of people became dogs having tied to the chain
Your happy there?

I want to be enjoying the life though it will knock against a high wall hereafter
I'm already dead however I was saved with the rock

I swore I at that time. I will walk life that shines highest
There is no fear. It gets it over though there is a painful day too
Now let's go. The wing expands and goes to look for freedom and the glory
The world that extends to the place waits surely for you

odoranai ka? Real Cinderella kizu darake no GARASU no MAACHIN de

Hey God! Are you ready?

kikasete yo "bodies"
zecchou wo oshiete yaru yo tonight
hizumi wo agete
hibiki kasetekure tonight
dou ni demo shitekure
kurui dashita yoru ni [DO LUCK] yori mo amai Fuck'n roll buchikondekure

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Suicide... they call it sin
They say it is a death in which no-one wins...

They encourage you not to do it, they say it is wrong...
But who is there to encourage you when you can't be strong.

You feel like you have no-one, not even a friend.
No shoulder to cry on, just one last letter to send.

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What would you do if I died tonight?
Would you cry if I died tonight? Would even one tear come out of your eye?
Would you try to stop me kill myself, would you cry, would you cry?
They tell me that I’m spoiled, they don’t even try to understand.
They say that suicide is wrong answer, but I can’t anymore, I really can’t.
It’s amazing how you feel pieces of your heart inside you, broken and smashed, but you’re still alive.
I don’t have strength to cry, I don’t have strength to lie, I just want to die.
My strength is fading, I’m taking my last breath and closing my eyes.
Don’t try to stop me, my soul is fading away, my tears are dry, I just wanna die.
There’s nobody with me and nobody cares, so why would I stay, why would I stay?
They’re all sensless, they pushed me hard, I felt rejected, I always cried.
Nobody cares, so why sould I stay?
I live in world of broken dreams my strenght is fading away.
Nobody listens, nobody cares, I'm closing my eyes, I don't have enough time.
I'm not worried anymore, now I know you wouldn't try to stop me, you don't care, you just don't care.
Mum told me ''God will help you, hun'' but I've been waiting for his help far too much, I don't have enough time.
God, tell me, why are you doing this to me? God, tell me, who are you actually?
Do you exist, where are you now? You must be somewhere hidding in deep blue sky, laughing at one little girl's poor life.
Tonight when I die, there's gonna be one less lonely girl here, and I know that world is better of without me. I'm just a waste of everybody's time, person turned into ghost without home, and tonight I will be gone.
But tell me why, tell me why, no one will cry at my funeral? Would they pertend that they care only on that fucking day?
Tell me will deep blue sky cry if I die?
My tears are dry, I can't lie, I just want to die.
Hey God, are you ready, we'll meet in heaven tonight?
Hey God, are you ready, I'm gonna visit you tonight!

HaiHai~ :kjutica:
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It's sunny today! :'D






MUSIC=LIFE~
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ANDRIJANA JE DOBILA TELEFON U SMOKIJU.
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ako je takav, posalji mi ga postom, it's so kawaii! <3 XD

HAIII! Danasnji dan je veoma specijalan jer... tadaaa *music* I'M GETTING MARRIED! <3 <3
A [ne]srecnik je moj dragi Vatrogasac Mile kog sam upoznala preko Andrijane i ovim putem joj se zahvaljujem do neba!
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O datumu svadbe cete biti obavesteni, i svi ste pozvani~

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All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me~

11.05 ~ 1:40
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Children waiting for the day they feel good,
Happy birthday, happy birthday,
And I feel the way every child should,
Sit and listen, sit and listen~

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I am...?
What am I?
What is this?
Why am I alive?
Why am I here?
Life is pointless,
Life is bitch.
I live in a world of broken dreams!
Duboko u njoj se zapravo nalazila jedna veoma osecajna devojcica koja je bila previse slaba da podnese surovost ljudi iz njene okoline, ali ta devojicica je bila sakrivena tamo negde daleko ispod prevelike maske koju je nosila. Ispod maske bezosecajne, hladne I nemarne osobe koju nije briga za okolinu I njihova osecanja krila se osoba koja se plasila da izadje na videlo jer je bila svesna okrutnosti I zlobe ljudi oko nje. Ta devojcica sakrivena u njoj zelela je paznju. Paznju koju nije mogla da dobije. Zelela je ljubav, ljubav za koju je znala da joj je potrebna, ali ni to nije mogla da dobije. Sve sto je toj krhkoj devojcici trebalo u ovoj surovoj realnosti se nije moglo naci, zato je I ostala vesto sakrivena ispod maske. Dok je danima u tami sedela sama, dok je plakala I molila, I dusa joj umirala, svaki put kada bi izasla pred ljude nabacila bi lazan osmeh I pravila se da je sve u redu, pravila se da je nije briga. I tako danas, sutra, prekosutra, opet, I opet. ‘’Ali pitam se do kad… do kad cu moci ovako? Do kad cu biti ovakva, kada cu izgubiti I ovo malo snage sto mi je ostalo I pasti slomljena pred svima? Kada necu moci da suzbijem suze pred ljudima, kada cu jecati I vristati na sav glas da mi je potrebna paznja, kada cu svima priznati da mi treba ljubav, kada ce neko shvatiti kako je meni zapravo, kada ce neko pokusati da me razume? Da l ice uvek svi misliti da je meni savresno dobro? Da li ce neko nekada primetiti zamisljen pogled na mom licu? Da li ce se pitati cemu brizan sjaj u mojim ocima, da li ce se nekad neko zabrinuti za mene ili cu ipak ja vecno brinuti za njih?’’ razmisljala je. Ali onda, nakon jednog okreta iza ledja, nakon pogleda na ljude oko njih, na njihovu srecu I iskrene osmehe, bezbrizna lica koja jos uvek nisu sazrelila, razmisljanja koja ne shvataju surovost sveta u kome se nalaze… nakon pogleda na sve to udahnula je duboko, potisla slabiju stranu njene licnosti duboko nazad jer je znala da samo tako moze da se izbori sa svim sto je snaslo, I nastavila dalje…
I am...?
What am I?
What is this?
Why am I alive?
Why am I here?
Life is pointless,
Life is bitch.
I live in a world of broken dreams!

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A cocktail of pain killers to make me feel better?

Run, run, run away little girl
get your fun in this trashy world
empty-hearted boys by your side
lick your lips and fuck suicide!

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broken hearted?

gah. andrijana me sada inspirisala.
pozeri pozeri pozeri... THEY'RE EVERYWHERE!
Jrock je sada postao glavna atrakcija.
Ljudi koji su me nekada gledali kao da sam pala sa marsa su odjednom veci fanovi od mene.

Yuhs let's go! Listen to Jrock and be super cool. -_-

Step one -> Nauciti vikipediju 2 benda napamet, u roku od 45 minuta postati njihov najveci fan i svim fanovima pricati da ne znaju krvnu grupu svog omiljenog clana benda i da toga treba da se stide.

Step two -> Staviti na profil sliku vaseg omiljenog Jrockera na svim akauntima koje posedujete na internetu.

Step three -> Promeniti ime u ime vaseg omiljenog Jrockera ili bilo sta na japanskom na svim akauntima koje posedujete.

Then the basics are done.
I sada zelite i vi da budete u VK stilu.

Step one -> noseband! tadaa! jos ako vam je omiljeni Jrocker Reita. Noseband je epic win[fail!]
Prvu maramu koju nadjete povezite oko nosa and there's your homemade noseband!
You get to look... kao razbijacica koja je krenula na konjske trke. "

Step two -> koristite reci na japanskom as much as it's possible.
Okay, ovde ne osudjujem sve. Postoje ljudi koji se stvarno interesuju za jezik, zele da nauce, i trude se [aka me i jos nekoliko njih] pa nekada koriste nesto na japanskom, that's kinda okay.
Ali ici okolo i neprestano ponavljati ''kawaii'', ''sugoi'' i ''arigato'' makes no sense. >_<

Step three -> Makeup and hair style.
Ako kreonom svuda po licu iscrtate suze, zvezdice, hello kitty and ostale KAWAII["] stvari ne izgledate visual, izgledate kao da ste upravo napustili kliniku za lecenje od neceg sto jako jako stetno utice na mozak.
And ne pokusavajte da natapirate kosu kao Jrocker. Nece vam uspeti. Poslednji stepen mora da bude JAKO kratak da bi stajao u vazduhu, i vasa kosa nije za to. Ne sisajte poslednji stepen na 3 centimetra takodje. Stetno utice na kosu. Njihova frizura je takva zbog posla koji rade. Vas ce izbaciti iz skole takve.
And milion snalica sa anime likovima na glavi je epic fail takodje.

that's the main tree, posle toga ide jos 15-ak koraka koje cu preskociti a onda dolazi
vrhunac pozerisanja!

Dakle. Nakon mesec dana od saznanja za Jrock vi se ubedljivo najveci fan na planeti, izgledate tako VK i obozavate sve bendove.

I nakon mesec dana comes... COSPLAY!
Od stvari koje imate napravite jos veci uzas, istripujete da izgledate kao vas omiljeni Jrocker, slikate se i postavite na net. I vi ste taaaako kul.
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Nije bitno sto izgledate tako. Kao da ste na sebe stavili sve sa vase bozicne jelke. Nein, to je vas cosplay, to je taaako kul. "

And now you're the biggest Jrock fan ever! ... NOT! >_<

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do I?