"So Far Away"

Try until you finally say, you're watching this whole town,
You're making my heart bleed, it shows it by your frown!
And I'm already sure that my name you will miss and I won't be the same

It's time to wake from bed,
I'm choking on your sick city ways.
I'm letting my seat slip away,
Knowing there will be another day... right?

Now, it's time,
Time just to clear my mind,
It's the same, same old way back until you come...

You're so far away, you're so far away back from this side of me.
(So far away)
You're so far away you're so far away... you don't see this side of me.

Through the days I wept 'cause I don't know myself,
Through the days I wept 'cause I don't know myself,
Through these moments I'll keep lying to these lies,
So from here we'll make another live
To make you there to make you mine.

Time, it kills me everyday, just asking you to stay,
Just trying to find my way, it happens everyday,
I'm reaching to the stars, I'm reaching to the sky,
My mind it fades away.

I'm sick today for her,
I'm choking on your sick stupid ways.
I'm letting my seat slip away,
Knowing there will be another day... right?

Now it's time,
I've come just to clear my mind
The same, same old way back until you come

You're so far away, you're so far away back from this side of me.
(So far away)
You're so far away, you're so far away... you don't see this side of me.

Through the days I wept 'cause I don't know myself,
Through the days I wept 'cause I don't know myself,
Through these moments I'll keep lying to these lies,
So from here we'll make another live
To make you there to make you mine.
Alright

"My Typical Angel"

That's okay I don't care
I can't remember what happened there
something about you said you loved me
you'd go with me anywhere

I don't care I don't mind you only broke my heart
my life. revolved around you
why did you leave what made you do
gaze into the days

I came back you weren't there
what happened to those times we shared
I don't know I guess they're gone somehow i knew that all before
you were fake theres no mistake in that it's better your away
from me but still I think it seems so hard for me to see

gaze into the days
what you see there had to be okay
See, it's not so bad when you left, you left me sad, but my heart is growing back
things just might get better, in fact I bet in no time soon
I will be sad so don't come back acting sad
Did you care yeah?

Today I'm alone and now I know that I'll be fine even without you by my side
but I can't believe you left me there 'I love you'
is what you said the day before you packed your things and left

gaze into the days

what you see there had to be okay
See, it's not so bad when your gone you left me sad
But my heart is growing back
Things just might get better, in fact I bet, in no time soon
I will be sad so don't come back acting sad did you care

I will never say I want you again
I will never wait
so I suggest you stay away
Stay away
away
why'd you do this to me?

"Teenage Love Rock"

I saw you there,
I Smiled at you you didn't care.
It's ok I'll get you soon,
After this sweet day I'll be with you.
Will it fill you up inside,
My loving kindness,your open mind.
You should have said hello.
And when you see me there waiting,
you'll wonder where you have been.
I'll sit just right here sweetheart,
and I'll be here to the end.

The silence breaks,
you're always on my mind.
When I feel your gentle smile,
I see you with another guy.
I feel so unloved,
Without you next to me
but when I'm with you...
it feels like electricity.

I saw you there,
I winked at you, you seemed to care.
It's happening, I'm leading her to be,
become just like me.
I know we're different in some ways,
but forget that now and run away.
I see you everyday, i know,
good for me, yeah I love you so,
And when you see me there waiting,
you'll wonder where you have been.
I'll say it's OK darlin',
now lets just run away girlfriend.

The silence breaks,
you're always on my mind.
When I feel your gentle smile,
I see you with another guy.
I feel so unloved,
without you next to me
but when I'm with you...
it feels like electricity.

The silence breaks,
you're always on my mind.
When I feel your gentle smile,
I see you with another guy.
I feel so unloved,
without you next to me
but when I'm with you...
it feels like ohh

It's gonna be like this some day,
you and me we're gonna run away,
It's gonna be like this some day,
you and me we're gonna run away,
It's gonna be that way,
we're gonna run away,
it's gonna be that way,
someday...

"That's What She Said"

So we should go and see the sun
And look around
It always seems better in towns, the towns we know

It's time to go and hit the road
I'll make a bet:
I always do better when, when you're at the show

See you there one more time and going back
It's like seeing you there for the first time I swear
See I have to leave, some things in life just have to be
So I'm taking my things and running
But I ain't gonna leave you there

"So you're back so soon again?", that's what she said.
"You make my world spin again. I can't, I can't just let you go."
"So you've come for me again?", that's what she said.
"Without you girl I'm better dead. I'd do anything for you."

What makes this hard for me? Without you that's just not complete.
You shine so bright you're what I see.
Just try coming once again. Make rounds, make memories again.
I try to run, try to forget the one. But you still keep shining, shining bright like the sun.

See you there one more time and going back
It's like seeing you there for the first time I swear
See I have to leave, some things in life just have to be
So I'm taking my things and running
But I ain't gonna leave you there

"So you're back so soon again?", that's what she said.
"You make my world spin again. I can't, I can't just let you go."
"So you've come for me again? And I'm going back tonight", she said
"Will you come again? Back again."

You've gone again, too far. Just saying lay down your heart.
To watch me go to the stars. Just leave me there but you know I won't be there before.

"December Days"

Too bad,
Let's make it of what we have.
Life gets so hard without the best.
Can't send this down,
I'm sick of this life when it comes out of me...

How does it feel, you wanna know?
I'm so distraught,
I can't be left alone
Never, seems forever.
Days still take down in December.

See into this break,
And the memories here tell me,
Do they care, to care?
When will I lose this burden I wear?
And do they care, to care?

Get you back into my life,
Gotta get you.
Get you back into my life.
There's no way that I can do this right.
Gotta get you,
Get you back into my life,
Yeah...

How could this be a day to me?
You're nothing like a shame to me.
Regretful thoughts they break me,
Make me see, without you I can't be me.

See into your brown eyes,
Turn into your brown eyes.
See why your world is down,
And I don't make a sound.
I just wanna see you,
Just wanna be you,
Cause I don't wanna let you down...

See into this break,
And the memories here tell me,
Do they care, to care?
When will I lose this bruden I wear?
And tell me,
Do they care, to care?

Get you back into my life,
Gotta get you.
Get you back into my life.
There's no way that I can do this right.
Gotta get you,
Get you back into my life.

Please go to sleep,
And never mind the love.
I get the moment alone again,
Then you're here again.
Again.
Again.
Again.
Again...

"Cross My Heart"

Cross my heart, hope to die
I swear I won't say what happened that night
So starting today things are gonna be all right
Your best you tried, and yeah you did fine
No better than fine, perfect in my mind
In fact, I wish your heart was mine
And I can hear the memory in my ears
Back to the years and all those tears
But hear me when I say I'm glad we steered that way
Because now we're here

Do you want to get away? get in the car we can leave today
Do you want to celebrate our just made little holiday?
Cause now today is your day
All that stuff you used to take
I'm glad you threw all that away cause now you look so great
You never need to be afraid just know you went the right way

Because even though we never get things right
And it gets so old just saying we'll keep trying
It's mine to decide when I'll be alright

I know you're going crazy (crazy)
But happy is all that you make me (all you make me)
And now things are gonna get better baby
I know everything went wrong OK (OK)
But now it's time to get some better days (some better days)
Cause I don't want to keep acting this way

Cause man I know we never get things right
And it gets so old just saying we'll keep trying
But it's mine to decide when and if I'll be alright..
And that's just a thing that take time

So keep going till you know when it's time, when it's right
Keep showing yourself in that light
Cause back in school man that gets cruel
But one thing is true is that man now look at you
Your heart is big enough for two

Because I can hear the memories in my ears
Back to the years and all those tears
But hear me when I say I'm glad because we're here

I know you're going crazy (crazy)
But happy is all that you make me (you make me)
And now things are gonna get better baby
I know everything went wrong OK (OK)
But now it's time to get some better days (better days)
Cause I don't want to keep acting this way

Cause man I know we never get things right
And it gets so old just saying we'll keep trying
But it's mine to decide when and if I'll be alright..
And that's just a thing that take time

"Skies So Blue"

Whoa.....

Man I just saw something
I'm glad that you are here.
I got to start to thinking
And seeing things so clear.
Cause now how could I forget
What she left
What happened in November
Is what I needed.
And I'm sorry, that it shows
But life ain't so bad you know.

Now the skies such a sweet blue
You made this come true.
My heart feels so new, whoa...
Its now wonderful to
See beautiful views.
Like skies that are so blue, whoa, whoa!
I'll never leave us you know!

I turn it off for this
Looks like we got what we wished.
It snowed in Texas, but you missed (the 1st time since '86)
And I can't stop thinking of how wonderful this is.
And I'm sorry, I sound glad, but why always be so sad?

Now the skies such a sweet blue
You made this come true.
My heart feels so new, whoa...
Its now wonderful to
See beautiful views.
Like skies that are so blue, whoa, whoa!

Ba Ba Ba Ba....
Ba Ba Ba Ba....

And I know that sometimes oh I might feel alone, so broken, cold
Now I'll show that I know that

The skies such a sweet blue
You made this come true.
My heart feels so new, whoa...
Its now wonderful to
See beautiful views.
Like skies that are so blue, whoa, whoa!
I'll never leave us you know, whoa!

"This Is Me"

Everyday I wake up late.
Since I quit my day job I have been sane.
But responsibilities sure do remain, but I'll just let them wait.

Because I don't know what I am doing now,
And I wont try to act like it cuz I sure don't know how.
And I'll admit that I don't know, just where I'm going on this long and winding road
That's taking me to what will be my home.

So stare and see that this is me,
And I will be just what I need to believe
That something is what I'm gonna be.
And what you do is what you do and what I do needs to be true.
The things I do maybe need to be thought through,
But just remember what's right for me, might be not right for you.

Staring at this mirror and I'm wondering who you are.
Right now is a time for searching and I just wish I had a car
To drive a long distance and just think about the war,
And now life's got so much more.

Because I don't know what I am doing now,
And I wont try to act like it cuz I sure don't know how.
And I'll admit that I don't know, just where I'm going on this long and winding road
That's taking me to what will be my home.

So stare and see that this is me,
And I will be just what I need to believe
That something is what I'm gonna be.
And what you do is what you do,
And what I do needs to be true.
The things I do maybe need to be thought through...
But I know what I want to dok and I want it to be true.
And yeah I'd be the first to say that of course I'll listen to you,
But remember what's right for me, might be not right for you

"She's My Baby"

Work's been rough
Hear too much stuff like
"They don't get it so tough."
Its like I haven't heard that enough
Better luck next month
Here's how it sounds to be let down
After going round and round
You just step back and think "Wow."
I guess it's actually a silent sound...

But then there's she
And she's my baby
She's so good to me
She's my baby

Becoming lost is where I am at
So much time has passed
And I'm stuck trying to relive the past
And I can't go back
Will somebody just save me?
'Cause I'm growing up so fast
And yeah it ain't really a blast

Because I just dusted off some records that I bought at 14
Then I busted into tears 'cause I didn't believe
The melodies and memories
'Cause then I see
The fallen dreams

But then there's she
And she's my baby
She's so good to me.
She's my baby
(Yes you are, yes you are, yes you are, yes you are.)
She's my baby
She's so good to me
She's my baby

Woah; yeah you mean everything to me.

"Saturday"

Don't trying asking
Cause I never know what to say
Except just everything
A few minutes later in the day
How come everybody else seems so happy
And have intelligent things to say
Cause you know that isn't me
I think I'd be happy if it was a Saturday

And yeah if only it was Saturday, Saturday
Things would be better in every way, every way
And I would be ok

Cause then I would start
To try to find a way to say
Hey there you are
I need to find a way to be and sound smart
I need to find a way but man it's so hard
I need to think it's just not anything will do
I need to think this time
Cause I'm just dying for me and you
To be in phrase that I would always use
In the context like I belong to you

And yea if only it was Saturday, Saturday
Things would be better in every way, every way
And I would be ok
And yea if only it was Saturday, Saturday
Things would be better than was today, is today

I would surely say that
That I'd be here for you
And I hope that you'd be too
And I'll tell the truth
Say that I need you
Yeah I do
But I know you might not come
But I need you everywhere
Take a breath and close my eyes
And just think about this and say

I need you please to save me
I wanna be your baby
I wanna see you and me
Together this Saturday

And yea if only it was Saturday, Saturday
Things would be better in every way, every way
And I would be ok
And yeah if only it was Saturday, Saturday
Things would be better than was today, is today
And I would surely say
All the times I've been afraid
Well I'm gonna make it this Saturday

"That's So You"

It's a beautiful day
Now I'll be ok now that you're not away
Yesterday was a terrible day
But now that you're here I'm ok
Cause you don't know how much I, I need you
Please don't go
You're so wonderful
This I swear, this I know

[Chorus]
You, oh you, every single thing you do
I'm so proud of you
What you do
When you do the things you do
They're so you

So thanks for your help
You shine so bright
You are the star that's in my sky
And I am yours and you are mine

[Chorus]

I'm so proud of you
That's so you

"What We Hate, We Make"

Don't try to hide
The mistakes I made this time
But please try and listen
Cuz I'm breaking my heart tonight
So you can see what's inside
Cuz wherever you go, well that's where I'll go
I'd do so much I'll show but you won't know
So here's a song to show for the things I've blown
But I'm sorry so... that's the only way that I know

And all I've learned is
What we hate we make, what we hate we make
There's no time for hating but what we hate we make

Something is about to change
I can feel it in my heart today
And you know it's not the first time
But I bet it won't be the same
Cuz right now I'm at an all time low
So here's a song just so you won't go
Cuz that the only thing that I know

And I will start with a verse
Then a bridge, write a chorus
So we all can sing along
With everything we got
But between you and me this song would be
Written for us but I know that's not enough
To say I'm sorry

What we hate we make, what we hate we make
There's no time for hating but what we hate we make

And you will know what you will be
And yeah, you will know what you mean to me
Yeah you will know that truthfully
I am sorry.

"TV Family"

Just a calendar day (ba ba ba ba)
It's funny how things can stay the same
Or drastically change
Some things seem so close on some days but still so far away
Don't know the right things to do (ba ba ba ba)
In fact I don't have a clue sometime I feel like a tool
And I want to be truthfully true to you
And do all the things that you do
But when I hate everything about the mean things that I say
It feels like I mess up so much and I can only say
"i hate everything about my ways"
But you tell me I'm OK
And one day one day I know you'll say

"B I'm so glad you made it"
"oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that"
Because the truth you know is that I have just been hating so many things I do
But now I realize forever that you're my friend
No matter what you will never leave me to fend
I don't know much but I know we will be
As happy as a 1950's TV family
Except times infinity

Two calendar days (ba ba ba ba)
And still my life is the same
And other people's have changed
I wonder what if I'm too late
All the time that I said I would just wait?
And yeah does anyone care
About us here or anywhere?
Well I just want to try and dare
To be there, to care 'cause I know- I know that's rare
But when I hate everything about the mean things that I say
It feels like I mess up so much and I can only say
"i hate everything about my ways"
But you tell me I'm OK
And one day one day I know you'll say

"B I'm so glad you made it"
"oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that"
Because the truth you know is that I have just been hating so many things I do
But now I realize forever that you're my friend
No matter what you will never leave me to fend
I don't know much but I know we will be
As happy as a 1950's TV family
Except times infinity

A family that I will be in
A family - it's just not pretend
A family that I will be in, a family

I don't know much but I know we will be
Happy as a 1950's TV family..
Except times infinity
Just a calendar day.

"Movie Stars And Super Models"

How come my life ain't like this movie?
I should try to look some more like that.
And maybe then I could be a movie star,
And maybe then you'd always laugh at my jokes.
Cuz life would be just like this movie,
And I would never feel alone. In fact,
All the problems that I have would go away,
And I would forget how to feel sad.

Cuz this silver screen that I'm looking at
Is making me a little bored of my life cuz
Its not what I'm looking at,
Cuz this has so much more of excitement,
Thrills, and adventurous things in every life.
And a sparkle is the reflection in my eye.

Ba ba ba ba, ba ba ba ba.
If only the shows were as real as the glows
Then we'd never see the same,
But I guess we'll never know.
Ba ba ba ba, ba ba ba ba.
Well they showed it, and we bought it.
So you see it's not just me, its sweet - It's in the movie.

She wants a better body and some super model moves.
Cuz in her head she's always been the ugly one.
Well hey, we think we're ugly too.
And it's true that we will never know
All of the things that she could have known.
Well I wonder when she thought it was that she would win?
Cuz man she got so thin.

Every now and then she would start to pretend like she was a star and in the movies they're in.
But it's strange cuz it seems
There's never happy endings.
Is it make believe?

Ba ba ba ba, ba ba ba ba.
If only the shows were as real as the glows
Then we'd never see the same,
But I guess we'll never know.
Ba ba ba ba, ba ba ba ba.
Well they showed it, and we bought it.
So you see it's not just me, its sweet - It's in the movie.

"Mean Thoughts And Cheap Shots"

Mean Thoughts and Cheap Shots
Im not losing my war thats in my mind
And I will spread my wings and soar
And I will fly-and no I will never deny
Whats in my heart whats in my life will be justified
The mean thoughts and cheap shots they will not weaken me
The mean thoughts and cheap shots well we're not weakening...thats for sure

And I wont be afraid of taking this out
I know ill be safe and sound
Cus you will be with me
Fighting in all these rounds
And ill shout out so loud
"i know without a doubt that ill be standing there when you go down"
Cus all these things ive seen
Well now ill try my best
And you will be with me to never second-guess
And we will show the world
Just how we passed this test
And we will show the world we're better than this mess

Cus I'm not losing my war thats in my mind
And I will spread my wings and soar
And I will fly-and no I will never deny
Whats in my heart whats in my life will be justified
The mean thoughts and cheap shots they will not weaken me
The mean thoughts and cheap shots well we're not weakening
The mean thoughts and cheap shots
And mean lies
And mean plots
And mean thoughts
And cheap shots wont last for long.

Cus all these things ive seen
Well now ill try my best
And you will be with me to never second guess
And we will show the world just how we passed this test
And we will show the world we're better than this mess

Cus I'm not losing my war thats in my mind
And I will spread my wings and soar
And I will fly-and no I will never deny
Whats in my heart whats in my life will be justified
The mean thoughts and cheap shots they will not weaken me
The mean thoughts and cheap shots well we're not weakening
The mean thoughts and cheap shots
And mean lies
And mean plots
And mean thoughts
And cheap shots wont last for long.