Within The Realm Of A Dying Sun

those landscapes you see
are not made of life at all
they are mades of death
they're like a cancer that's covering the earth
and everything you see is just
grey walls and wasteland around
I lost my voice I lost my thoughts
and pain is tearing me appart

heart on ice, this heart's on ice
is weak and frail, so weak and frail.

red light blue light flashing fear
there's too much stone around here
another door slammed on my face
and you don't bother to here
it is dark no noise arond me
when I was in that state

red blood eyes flame in the sky
and walls are breathing by hate
nothing new in the dying sun
and on the western front
a perfect reflection a senseless action
suburban homes you know

I lost my head I lost my faith
and pain is tearing me appart
and everything I see is just
grey walls and wasteland around

Apathy And Boredom

I opened wide the door
and ran inside the pub so loudly
and the landlord said"oh hi ya bum,
do you wanna something to drink"
I answered"beer and sweties
give me one or give me three"
it seems so strange the only
one talking here is me and I faced...

apathy and boredom
what's wrong folks what's the point
whom do you bastards look at
is it a crime to act human
kind of living kind of living
am I alien am I strange
or am I looking like a craphead
but my words fall into a see
of bloody haughtiness so deep
and I face...

as I drink my beer and cold
cold eyes look straight into me
I have no wish to provoke
I don't like to disturb their apathy
I sit down and close my eyes
and listen to this silent music
and my mind is closing down and I fade
and I fade into...

apathy and boredom

Mercy Killing

written on the moon I see your reply
written on the sky, reflected in your eyes
behave yourself - this is my cry
the will to live - the reason why
you call it absolutely
necessary mercy killing

all the nights there made you crazy
all the time you wanted to flee
there was always danger in your dreams
and all that thoughts you fight to hide
about the motionless body at your side
with the hate that's growing in you
what an easy killing for you

don't do it, you ask me why
behave yourself, the evil in your eye
behave yourself, your greeds'll come alive
the will to live, the reason why

your emotions got to be colder
the person beside you got to be older
your emotions got to be colder
your gread got to be bolder and bolder
death, I can read it in your eyes
death, death now will come alive
helpless the body in swoon
your mercy act has to come soon
but suddenly as you pushed the tubes
you heard him cry for mercy

Children

I don't sleep so I don't dream
and again I don't want to fall
your name's burned or days are burried
forgotten at all
so I said some day that
I would return to an end
everything to loosw will be just
will be just a friend
yearning oh children
children of love
everyone seems like a little
child like a suicide...

inocence gone wild
everyone seems like a little child
like a suicide candidate
I wish to be in your dreams
every night, nights you'll hate
you know that I could have
waited for a long time
but the thuth is spoken now
and to tell the truth is no crime

you should not feel flattered
it's not yours belong
and dreams are just like
souveniers which I don't want to keep
I don't need the reasons
and I don't like some suprise

Tears Of Liberation

the way i'm walking
so dark so still
save me from the grave
hold out for cover
heven could be so fine
if the moon was rising high
but see the oceans mirrors
and see the dark sky
years of pain and hurt
everything I want
tears of liberation
years gone in a moment
I see your lifeless face
I see your eyes in tears
forever you've been hurt
you couldn't leave this place
corroded all the love
every pleasure is rejected
say what a feeling
every gladness such hatred
no more mossion on live
no joy of live for you
so you feel weak now
deep in body and ghost
blood an roses
I felt felt so sad
everything I wanted
only tears

Johannesburg

higly armed the white police
are blowing away little knees
crushed bones and finger tips
are forming words on bleeding lips
blue eyes are watching them
blue eyes are killing them
but there's no hope when they pray
the lord seems to be miles away
we saw the spirit of johannesburg

filthy smoke covering the sun
a bullet left another gun
a nation screams in agony
in pure fear pure apathy
lord oh lord where have you gone
see what your children have done
but there's no hope when they pray
the lord seems to be miles away

and thought the days of fascism
and racism had gone
i'd never thought that there would
be things like oppression
humiliatiion and persecution
that a dump white male minority
could rule over a black majority
south africa you're only
the top of a lethal flood
south africa ruled by die hard fanatics
but still there's a mass of people
who are protesting, fighting
and demonstrating against a system
which degrades them to animals
but animals fight back when they're
in life danger also human beings fight back
so fight back in the name of freedom
fight back in the name of human rights
for a redemption, for a solution
hoist the flags of revolution!
my lord when will the white bastion fall!

Out Of Sight

another day comes to another end
another kiss seals another hand
another hand is setting free
hidden tears I cannot see
while the moon is grinning a time
lifting up my agony
suffice it to say
i'll damn the whole day
whole day
heaven knows where heaven is
heaven knows just what I miss
keep the silence in embrace
I can't forget this happy face
where are the
frames of the happy days
out of sight
the soughts of lust of love
out of mind

the strength and the self respect
I could find
a head and a heart and a soul
it's really out of sight
who's walking in this park
who's singing in this dark
what am I supposed to do
why am I searching for you
moonlight please beware
the reality of despair
open your mind set it free
immortal agony

The Tribute To Manila

a blue neon cross on the tower
is shining over manila's streets
where they are standing and selling
their breakable dolls bodies
she said she is twelve years old
and her name is arlene
on her left forarm
are some small scares to see
beutiful faces and the call of the flash
40 dolars for a life without choice
when the trip is abating
and a sober coldness through her body creeps
she has the feeling to set her body
from that crawling skin free
so arlene cuts at her arms
a fast cut with the razor blade
empty eyes look tired and depressed
unnamed glow in the eyes of nameless
but ghostly white faces are still waiting
blow up forever the fat old folks
I wish to hear a voice that shouts
they should be sent into hell
they should be sent to the sword

oh arlene don't cut yourself
no more cuts
no danger to death no
no more cuts

Exposure

I want to see you exposed
I want to hear the real truth

lay your head into my hands
let me know the real truth
let your soul just talk to me
what you really want to be
let's relive the day of birth
with all the original pain

pain, pain,
deep inside of your soul,
deep inside of your soul

let me help to find yourself
try to find who you really are
you think you need a big elbowroom
on your trip you're the superstar

feels like a hole deep inside of you
feels like a hole deep inside of you
pain, pain

you are hungry, but you don't know why
you are searching, but you don't know what
like you've lost something - don't know what it was
pain
deep inside of your soul,
deep inside of your soul
feels like a hole deep inside of you
feels like a hole deep inside of you

Painkilling Suicide

every day was a fight against your own suicide
parasites and mites suckled from the inside
they always came completely mixed up
always called your name, blood-suckling creatures:

we can give you something,
something you always searched for
we can show you something
you never had before

arising sensations for your flesh and blood
but all these fallacies at the abyss of madness
makes you see that you could also get brainless
it's your decision about life and death

promising something
like power and strength
promising something

creatures, creatures of madness
dancing in your mind
creatures, creatures of madness
dancing in your mind,
dancing in your mind

I can give you something,
something you always searched for
I can show you something,
you never've seen before
making a promise,
you never heard before
you can get something,
you always waited for

creatures, creatures of madness
dancing in your mind
creatures, creatures of madness
dancing in your mind
urging you to a painkilling suicide
urging you to a painkilling suicide
painkilling suicide

Lost

some things will never leave you alone
they follow you through your whole life
they will come back when you wake up
and then you know thats the way it is
they will show you that they still exist
all your memories, all the good and bad
they all shimmer inside your head

I don`t understand this world anymore
I don`t understand this world anymore

the rain in my brain is corrosive
I?m lost in what I found
I?m loosing the ground under my feet
so sweet is the stuff
which disturbs the inside of my head
kills all memories that I ever had
when I come down again,
everything is still the same

I don`t understand this world anymore
I don`t understand myself anymore

lost my direction, broke all connections
I don`t understand this world anymore
I don`t understand myself anymore

Shed Your Skin

there is no time for feelings in your world
this is not the time of harmony at all
but there are crimes of violation
I can see the signs of satiation

turn around, around your eyes
take a look, a look inside
turn around, around your head
take a look, a look inside

come on, shed your skin
come on, shed your second skin tonight

you are not alone, open your mind
try to find the roots of your heart
come on and take this chance tonight
ans show me your inside

and all the fears, fears fall down
like the trees of autumn
let their leaves, leaves fall down
like the trees in autumn

come on, shed your skin
come on, shed your second skin tonight

fear is like a haze
blocking everything
real love, luck, joy of life
it weakens your essence

when the fear is so near
let it fall down
let the tears in your fears
let them fall down

come on, shed your skin
come on, shed your second skin, tonight

Colours Of Perversity

how did you come to this strategy?
do you want to show us the reality?
but all your messages are meaningless
and provocation is not your business

you are the sucking sponges in our brains
you are the cold acid in our veins

dance dance dance to the violence
sing sing sing to the killing
united colours of perversity
united colours of perversity

the most stupid bastards of your shop
will even know how to achieve the aims
advertise for the things you sell, advertise
but no pictures of an overground hell

you are the sucking sponges in our brains
you are the cold acid in our veins

dance dance dance to the violence
sing sing sing to the killing
united colours of perversity
united colours of perversity

sweet and sour, contrasts do attract?
sweet and sour, contrasts do attract?

Life

so, this was your life ? let's think about it,
let's take a look back, before you die !
what do you think ? too less, too much ?
was it all right ? was it enough?

too lucky, too depressed ? too quiet, too much stress?

too rich, or too poor ? too safe , too unsure ?
too warm or cold ? too young or too old ?

or was it just all right ???

have you loved enough,
have you hated enough ?
have you worked enough,
have you disturbed enough ?
have you learned enough,
have you created enough ?
have you cried enough,
have you laughed enough ?

no you haven't lived enough !
you have not lived enough !
life ! back to your life !
life ! back to the other side !

do you think it's enough for the end of your life ?
do you think it's this is the right time to die ?
that this is right the moment for a suicide ?
no, I won't let you go, you won't say good bye !

no, you haven't seen enough !
you have not changed enough !
life ! back to your life !
life ! back to the other side !

there's too much to do for you in this world
so come on let's take this second chance
come one let's take this second chance
to start everything new again
and I will let you know, when the time is right
yeah I will let you know, when the time is right

life ! back to your life !
life ! back to the other side !
back to your life !
back to the other side !
back and change your life
back and change your mind
back and change it
back and change it all !

Lethal Radiation

one man - high on a nuclear power station
voluntary - exposed the lethal radiation
somebody wants to die warning the whole nation
somebody wants to cry a warning for the nation

we need another termination
we need another termination

another day another place, another man is burning
poured himself with petrol for us as a warning
he is a crying flame on a dump in the morning
but nobody will ever change the situation
but his suicide will leave no natural yearning
(for nature)

we need another termination
we need another termination

it's 1995 and we still got no solutions
while the nuclear waste still grows
and with it the pollution
is it the government or just
a strange kind of confusion
that we are still not able
to get it in conclusion
somebody tries to call
a warning for the nations
somebody sprayed the wall
warning the whole nations:

we need another termination
we need another termination