hikarabita machi yase kogareta norainu oita hifu musaboru kodomo no mure

muryoku na ai no te wo sashinobeteru haritsuke no jyakusha wa itta



God of death is calling me…

God of death sings the last song



hai tsukubatte doro kurau mono “an eyes like the dead fish” no gotoku

buzama de minikui aigan shite mo kono jigoku ni wa OASHISU nado youi sarete inai

“mizu no nai umi no sakana” “su no naka de tomogui no ari”

“hebi de dekita hina no ■” abura nashi jya moenu taiyou no shita



God of death is calling us…

God of death sing the last song



ima toki ga shuuen wo sasu mukau basho ni koe wa naku

tada tsumetai kaze todosu kuroi ame ga furishikiru oto dake munashii



subete no ikiru monotachi yo kodou wa ima mo kikoerukai?

asu he no hikari ga chi ni rakka shite mo

sono unmei kara me wo sorasanai de



toki ga owari no kane narashi nigeba sae taihai shiteru

tada soko ni wa kokyuu sura wasureteru akakuroi nukegara no jyuutan

mi wa hate tsuchi ni kaeru nemuri ni tsuita kodoutachi

sono “mi” wa “chi” wa “nou” wa hitotsu no tane ni nari

saisei no asa kirei na hana ni naru darou

'Haru kaze kaoru shigatsu ni utau junrenka...'

Nekura, hikikomori no boku, mukuchi dake ga torie desu.
sabishiku nante nai yo, dakara okamainaku.
akushumi isei kansatsu, tanoshikute tamaranai yo.

Rikai funou kisei basei, kyou mo harikitte ikimasu desu.

Youchi [BUREI] wa akimashita. Saraba jinkou youshou [WAIFU]
dousenara [RIARU] deshou? madogiwa [RENSU] wo nozoku.
nanjikan tatta deshou? risou sonomono no kimi.
Unmei no [HITO] to kizuku kono wa osu sugita...

Naze desu ka? kimi wo shiranai no ni konnani mo mune ga itamu no wa
wakaranai dakedo itoshii kurushii yo, kimi wo miteru no ga.

Namae mo shiranu [RENZU] na ito kimi, koe wa todokazu fureru koto wo nai
kocchi wo muite boku wa kakureru kara, kanashisugiru yo konnani soba ni iru no ni...

Itsuka boku ni kizuku toki ga aru toshitara, kimi wa kitto
kowagaru darou nigedasu darou. Fuan ni kigakuruu.

Naze desu ka? kimi wo shiranai no ni konnani mo mune ga itamu no wa
wakaranai dakedo itoshii kurushii yo, kimi wo miteru no ga.

Hitoriaruki no todokazu no omoi, wakatteru no ni tomaranu ga koi.
kimi ga boku ni kizuku hi wa konai. Wakatte mashita. Akiramete mashita.
Aru hareta asa, itsumo no you ni [RENZU] ni utsuru na mo shiranai kimi.
koe mo kakerenu fureraremo shinai, datte sou desho?

'Subete wa housou da mono...'

gamusharani nanika o sagashiteta tsumazuitemo ii kara mae ni

bakageteru no wa wakatteru tada koukaisenu you hashiru nosa

shinrai dekiru no wa jibun dake de nakama nante iranakatta

nanimokamoni muketeta yaiba shishun no hane wa morowaku hakanai

tsuyokunaritai hitori de ikiru tsuyosa wo

hontou wa uragirareru no ga kowai dake

nigete bakari jya nani hitotsu kawaranai to

wakatteru noni kawarenu boku ga iru

hokorashige nika zashiteta kodoku to iu PURAIDO wa

yakunitatanu risou heto nigeru tame no hane datta

hokorashige nika zashiteta jikoshuchou to iu [RIOT]

kono hikari no mukou ni wa jiyuu nado nakattanda

Teenage Bluely Days

arete ita mainichi ni oboretetanda

kizuku itara kodoku seotteta

tsurakatta. hontou wa hitori nante ne

nozonde nakattanda



tsuyogatte bakari jya hontou no kao wasurechau kara

tama ni chikara wo nuite dareka ni tayoru kotomo daiji desu

kizutsuite …. nakitai toki wa oozora ni mukatte oogoe de sakende mite

I don’t want to forget myself… I want to be as I am (?) I want to be……**

konna yowai boku no tame ni senaka oshite kureta

chichi ya haha ya nakama no hagemasu koe ga boku ni hikari kuremashita

hokorashige nika zashiteta kodoku to shishunkizu wa

yakunitatanu risou he to nigeru tame no hane datta

aoku hareta ano sora ni jiyuu ga aru to suru nara

kono hokori takaki hane ga shikiretemo kamawanai

boku wa hashiridashiteta gamushara ni sora wo megakete

hane wo hiroge tobitatta rakkaten wa [jiyuu] nanodato

subarashiki kazoku wo mochi subarashiki nakama wo motta

saikou no hibi datta umare kawattara mata aou…

Kinou made wa annani akaruku waratteta no ni
genki dayotte boku ni wa sou itteta n'da
menkaijikan sugite mo soba ni ite yaritakatta
'ganbarou' tte 'makeru na' tte kujikesou na koe de

Yoru ga ake machi wa sougi no hana wo kazari kimi wo miokuru yo
nemuru kimi no kao wa ho no ka ni mada akami ga nokotteru

Furimukeba itsumo mitai ni warattari naitari shiteru
kimi ga iru you na ki ga shite
shinjiru koto ga kowakute nigeteta nasakenai yo hontou wa
kimi no hou ga zutto tsurai no ni ne

Minna wa te wo awase kaeranu hito ni wakare wo

Tomodachi ya oyazoku ni mimamorare saigo ni mukaimasu
soshite kimi wa atarashii hibi e mata aruki hajimeru

Honereru naru made agurarete atsukattarou? tsurakatta desho
demo kitto raku ni nareru yo
sora e to nobotta hitosuji no hakuen wa kimi no koto
tengoku made hakonde kureru kara

Miageta wo sora wa aoku kimi wo omoi itsumademo
itsumademo te wo furu de
furimukeba itsumo mitai ni warattari naitari shiteru
kimi ga iro you na ki ga shiteta
wasure wa shinai yo...

deatte kara doredake onaji kizu wo oi doredake sasae atta?

kimi ga tsurai toki wa hoka no dare yori boku dake ni oshiete hoshikatta

jijitsu ga me ni yakitsuku mugon de fudou no kimi wa nani wo omou

riyuu nado iranaisa tada boku no kimi wo kaeshite kurereba



nokosareta boku yori mu ni natta kimi wa

dorehodo tsurai darou ka

mada nanimo hajimattenai noni

mada kimi ni kono kotoba ietenai noni

doko he



reila…

kimi no na wo yonde mite mo

this voice does not reach you…

reila…

me wo akete uso dato waratte misete yo…



ashita wa doko he yukou kimi ga nozomu nara

doko he demo yuku yo



kimi wa itsumo sou boku ga omou hodo

dokoka he itte shimau

mata boku wo nokoshi hitori de hashitte yukunda ne 　

mou todokanai mou todokanai

yatto kimi ni aeta noni

gaman shiteta mono ga subete afurete

namida ni natte koboreta



reila…

ienakatta kono kotoba wo

reila…

ima koko de kimi ni utau yo

reila…

dare yori mo kimi wo ai shite iru

reila…

ai shite iru. ai shite iru…



futari ga ita heya ima mo sonomama

kagi mo kakezu ni itsudemo kimi ga kaette koreru you ni

zutto matteru yo wakatteru kedo

ima demo kimi ga DOA wo akeru sugata ga mierun da



ashita wa kitto kaette kite kureru ka na

Amefuri no kayoubi, shikke ga hidoku kokochiyoi
arehateta shinshitsu kara kikoeru kanjouteki
kanojo no fuman, gouyoku, shitto ya sokubakuteki
kurunaya wa yagate kirete boku no koto wo kowasu no deshou?

Amefuri no kayoubi, shinshitsu e wa ikitakunai
[HISU] taishitsu no kimi ga, mata tekubi ni mitoreteru
boku no kunou wa yagate jihatsuteki ni kuda wo kiru
yoteidoori ni boku wo kowashite kureta ne

Ashimoto de imasara kobiru nante shouki kai?
waraeru yo dokomade kimi wa minikui n'dai...

Ba ra ba ra ba ra taeki ni bara chiru wa koyoi namida, nado nai
Ba ra ba ra ba ra aishiteitai kimi yo kako yo kaerazu no amai hibi yo

Amefuri no kayoubi, hakike to zutsuu no naka
keiren kimi no hitomi wa nigeru kimi wo toraeteru
mada asonde itai akiru kurai kanjitai
gouyoku no hate wo kannou shiyou

Nakigoe wa sakebi ni, kao wa hyoujyou nakushi
henshitsuteki, [MOA] kaihouteki ni majiri aou...

Fuka ku fuka ku tokeru you ni Fuka ku tsura ku ita ku aisu
oborete yuku ayausa ni tsuyayaka sa ni hikarete yuku
Ba ra ba ra ba ra nurezu no hana fukan SHOW TIME
koritsu jiiteki yura yura yura tarenagaseba munashiku natte koukai no hibi

Ba ra ba ra ba ra taeki ni bara chiru wa koyoi namida, nado nai
Ba ra ba ra ba ra aishiteita kimi yo kako yo kaerazu no amai...

Amefuri no kayoubi, shikke ga hidoku kokochiyoi
atarashii kanojo wa eegata kurumaisu izonshou
kimi wa mukuchi, keppeki, jinketsu no kegare naki bara
juu-ni nin me no gisei ga denai koto wo hibi negaou.

the day of blue graduation

[mada sukoshi samui ne] to MAFURAA ni kao wo uzumete iru kimi

boku no tonari de chiisaku kogoe omoide ya mirai wo hanasu

nani genaku sugoshi, atari mae no you ni omotteta san nen kan

ima jya sono daiji sa, hakanasa ni kizuki sabishisa ga nijimu



kimi omoi, kimi ni yure tsunagenai te wo kakushita

aruki nareta hazu no sakamichi mo yagete tooku natte…



kimi wa furi muki warau boku mo fuzakete maneshi shite mita

kurikaesu yawarakai kuuki no uragawa de wa itsumo

ARUBAMU wo hiraki natsukashisa ni hitaru hi ga konai de hoshii to

tsuyoku negatte ita

omoide no ichi PEEJI jya amari ni mo sabishii to kokoro naiteta



itsumo yori sukoshi nagaku kimi no senaka mitodoketa

miakiteta kaerimichi mo ato mou sukoshi nanda ne

kimi omoi, kimi ni yure, mata omoi…todokanakute

kazoetara kiri no nai bukiyou ni sugiru aoki hibi



zutto zutto kawarazu zutto kono mama demo ii kara…

semete kimi yo wasurenai de kioku no kakera jya kanashii



shunsetsu no hana ga saku sangatsu no wakare no hi

takusan no “sayonara” wa kienai omoide ni naru

kimi omoi, kimi ni yure, kimi to aruita kono michi

“kokoro kara suki deshita” iidasenakatta koto



zutto zutto kawaranai mono nante nai to wakatteru

omoidasu tabi kogareru mune

ARUBAMU hirakeba soko ni…



ichimai dake no sotsugyou shashin mankai no shunsetsu no shita

kimi to boku wa aoki hi no mama asenai egao de afureteru

was frantically looking for something
it's okay to stumble, so go forward
I know it's foolish, I just run on without regret
the only one I can trust is myself, I didn't need friends
the fangs I bared at anything and everything
sexual stuff in adolescence is delicate and fleeting
I wanna be strong, give me the strength to live on my own
honestly, I was just scared of betrayal
I knew that nothing would change if I kept running away
but I couldn't change myself.
the loneliness I prided myself on
was a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams
the self assertion I prided myself on called 'RIOT'
there was no freedom, nothing beyond this light.
Teenage Bluely Days
I was drowning in each rough new day
before I knew it I was shouldering such loneliness
It was hard. To be honest,
I really didn't want to be on my own.

since always pretending to be strong makes one forget one's true face
it's important to occassionally loosen up and rely on others
hurt... when you want to cry, face the great big sky
and scream out in a loud voice
that you want to forget yourself, so you can keep being who you are.
the encouraging voices of my father, my mother, and my friends
spurred on, even one so weak as myself, they gave me light
the loneliness and pain of my youth that I prided myself on
were a pair of wings to escape to my worthless dreams
if there's freedom to be had in that clear blue sky
I wouldn't care if these wings I'm so proud of were torn off
I began running, frantically aiming for the sky
I spread my wings and flew away, and the spot where I fell
was 'freedom'.
with a wonderful family, and wonderful friends
these were the best days of my life, if I'm reborn
let's meet again...

Aaaaaaaa. boku wa nekura na meganekko
Koi suru ano ko no shumi ni boku ga
Aaaaaaaa. rokunen nikumi no aidoru sama
'higaimono wa atashi desu wa' nanteeeeee~ oi
Kasokudo suru higaimousou
Sonzai naiyou * 'garakuta' 'chararira'
Ijimekko, ijimerarekko
Boku to ano ko no shiisougeemu!
Kamatte kudasai hi ga kureru made
Ijitte kudasai oki ni mesu made wa
Ano ko ga yorokobu tame
Kougaku puraido suteyashou
Osencha-harencha- noushishi kozou
Kyou mo ano ko no shashin wo
Kanzen r shitei kyamera de hizama zuite gekisha naka
Kamatte kudasai hi ga kureru made wa
Ijitte kudasai oki ni mesu made wa
Ano ko ga yorokobu made
Ekusutashiimoodo zecchoujoutai tanoshimimashou.

Itsumo itsumo ittsumo
Minna de yotte takatte
Boku wo kizutsuke to ite
Sonna kao shinaidee!

Yuuyake koyake ga me ni shimiru dorama chikku na renai shitai no
Ni
Suki desu suki desu nante puratonikku na boku no wa iemasenu
Hajime kara wakatte ita wa zuna no ni
Kimochi dake saki hashiri shite osaekirezu
Kanashii keredo kirai ni naru yo kimi no koto
Wasure you wasure you to nandomo shita kedo dekinakute

Ano ko ga warattekureru nara
Sore dake de totemo ureshikatta
Itakute itakute nakisou na no ni
Kizetsu suru kurai ureshikatta

Yuuyake koyake no gogo juunana ji goro
Yubi wo mukete ano ko ni utaimasu
Suki desu suki desu kokoro kara
Mimi ni ategai machimashou.

The left 'Scar' is vague and confused. It shades off its weakness with 'Red'.
II IX II IX II IX, the 'Scar' is shallowly vague and breathes meaningfully.

Under the Sun, the top floor of a building, 'EGO' with only one hand.
The back of a blindfold, it sings -Asking for life-
II IV II IV II IV unstable breathes, the 'Scar' is vague and it ties tomorrow.

To you. Will you smile at me if you are over the pain and everything is healed one day?

niaP wolS

I have nothing.
It is the way of living with the strong behaving weakness and the scar.
The night when I felt like being smashed.
I hug the shadow, which runs down to you.

I hang a white string.
Good night, can I sleep tonight?
II IX II IX II IX Squeeze with low speed. The 'Scar' feels peacefully with its throat.

Never hold the breath.
And, it keeps believing tomorrow's happiness.

nwoD wolS

The wound will disappear one day.
I will take you to the end of sadness.
You still want 'Red'. But you must know that you can walk

A rainy Tuesday; in a horrible way, the dampness is comforting
From the messy bedroom, I can hear, emotionally
Her dissatisfaction, greed, jealousy and restrained distress
When it eventually goes away, will she break me?
A rainy Tuesday; I don't want to go to the bedroom
You're in hysterics; once again I'm entranced by your wrists
My distress eventually takes on a life of its own and spills over
You've broken me, just like you planned

So now you're fawning at my feet – are you out of your mind?
It's actually funny – you're ugly all over…

Roses, roses, roses, the roses die in my spit; I have no tears tonight
Roses, roses, roses, I want to keep loving you, the past, those sweet days we can't go back to

A rainy Tuesday, amid my headache and nausea
I convulse, your eyes run away, I've caught you
I want to keep playing, I want to feel you until get tired of you
Let's enjoy the limits of our greed

Your cries become screams, your face becomes expressionless
Let's mingled our bodies pervertedly, more freely…

I fall deep, deep, deep, so deep it's like I'm melting, deeply, painfully, agonisingly into grief
I'm drawn to the danger of drowning, to your attraction
Roses, roses, roses, these flowers have no moisture, a frigid show time
When I let it flow, flow, flow, like masturbating alone, those days become empty and I regret them

Roses, roses, roses, the roses die in my spit; I have no tears tonight
Roses, roses, roses, I love you, the past, those sweet days…

A rainy Tuesday; in a horrible way, the dampness is comforting
My new girlfriend's blood type is A, confined to a wheelchair
You're a silent, fastidious, pure, unblemished rose
Let's pray every day that you won't be the twelfth person to suffer

yrics to 32 Koukei No Kenjuu :
Koyoi wa jime jime shita gogatsu ame desu
REA kimi no honnou ga gara gara to uzuku
Hikidashi ni kakushiteta hokori mamire no
Sanjuuni koukei no tsumetaku omoi pisutoru
Rokujou hitoma no kono heya wa itsumo
Nananen mae no ANO yo wo kuri kaesu

Me wo samuketekita jijitsu ni oitsumerarete
Mae ni wa susumezu mata tohou ni kureteshimau

Kodomo no koro zutto zutto hiroibocchi de
Tsurai toki wa kidzuite hoshikute naiteta
Boku wo suteta chichi ya haha no kao wo ukabete wa
Ikuyo mo ikuyo mo naite, koe wo agete

Koyoi wa jime jime shita gogatsu ame desu
REA kimi no honnou ga gara gara to uzuku
Goraku1 tsuke no mainichi mo kyou de owari desu
Doku, doku, doku mune ga harisakesou sa!

Nageyari ni nareba raku ni nareta no ni tamerau bakari de miugoki mo torezu
Moshi umare kawaretara sono toki wa ima yori sukoshi demo ii shiawase ni naretaratte
Yasashisugi no hahaoya to, shinpaishou no chichioya no ai wo ukete sodatta boku wa
Okubyousa wo, yowaki jibun wo nikunda

Itsuka sannin te wo tsunaide mata koko de issho ni kurasou ne tte
Sou itta kara boku zutto matteta no ni
Doushite kaettekite kurenakatta no? Zutto, mattetan da
Shinji tsudzuketa shounen wa hiniku ni mo itsuka ato no hirosugi ni ryoushin no moto ni kaerimashita to sa