Carry Me l


I've been looking for something sacred running away from the light
Gotta burn all the bridges in my head that lead me away from my life
I question my own existence, question the meaning of life

Why don't you carry me? Why don't you carry me?
I can't move on, I can't live on
Carry me, why don't you carry me?
I can't save me, I am crazy without you

It takes horns to hold up my halo and strength to get through the fight
Now I'm playing my cards on the table praying everything will be alright
I question my own existence, question the meaning of life

Why don't you carry me? Why don't you carry me?
I can't move on, I can't live on
Carry me, why don't you carry me?
I can't save me, I am crazy without you

The hardest ones to love are the ones that need it most
The hardest ones to love are the ones that need it most
The hardest ones to love are the ones that need it most
The hardest ones to love are the ones that need it most

Why don't you carry me? Why don't you carry me?
I can't move on, I can't live on
Carry me, why don't you carry me?
I can't save me, I am crazy

The hardest ones to love are the ones that need it most
The hardest ones to love are the ones that need it the most
The hardest ones to love are the ones that need it most
The hardest ones to love are the ones that need it the most

Carry me, carry me
Carry me, carry me

Last Resort


Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding

This is my last resort

Cut my life into pieces
I've reached my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Do you even care if I die bleeding
Who did me wrong
Who did me right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are that I might
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine

I never realized I was spread too thin
Till it was too late
And I was empty within
Hungry
Feeding on chaos
And living in sin
Downward spiral where do I begin
It all started when I lost my mother
No love for myself
And no love for another
Searching to find a love up on a higher level
Finding nothing but questions and devils

'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me in fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying
I'm crying

I can't go on living this way

Cut my life into pieces
This is my last resort
Suffocation
No breathing
Don't give a fuck if I cut my arm bleeding
Who did me wrong
Who did me right
If I took my life tonight
Chances are dynamite
Mutilation outta sight
And I'm contemplating suicide

'Cause I'm losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Losing my sight
Losing my mind
Wish somebody would tell me I'm fine
Nothing's alright
Nothing is fine
I'm running and I'm crying

I can't go on living this way
Can't go on
Living this way
Nothing's alright

Take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out

Take me

Chorus:
So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out

I lit my pain on fire
and I watched it all burn down
and now I'm dancing in the ashes
and there's no one else around
Because I wanna be a part of something
This is just a story of a broken soul

Hook:
As days go by, my heart grows cold
I can't seem to let this all pass me by

So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out

I'm burning in the heavens
and I'm drowning in a hell
My soul is in a coma
and none of my friends can tell
That I'm reaching out and getting nothing
This is just a story of a broken soul

As days go by, my heart grows cold
I can't seem to let this all pass me by
So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out
So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out

Don't shut me out

Does anyone around me feel the same
Just put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain
Does anyone around me feel the same
Put your fist up and vent your pain

As days go by, my heart grows cold
I can't seem to let this all pass me by
So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out
So take me and let me in
Don't break me and shut me out
As days go by, my heart grows cold
I can't seem to let this all pass me by

Take me
Don't break me

Between angels and insects

There's no money, there's no possessions, only obsession
I don't need that shit, take my money, take my obsession

I just wanna be heard, loud and clear are my words, comin’ from within man
Tell ‘em what you heard, it's about a revolution
In your heart and in your mind, you can find the conclusion
Lifestyle and obsession, diamond rings get you nothin’ but a lifelong lesson
And your pocketbook stressin’, you're a slave to the system
Workin jobs that you hate, for that shit you don't need
It's too bad the world is based on greed, step back and see
Stop thinkin’ bout yourself, start thinkin’ bout

There's no money, there's no possession, only obsession, I don't need that shit
Take my money, take my possession, take my obsession, I don't need that

Cuz everything is nothing, and emptiness is in everything
This reality is really just a fucked up dream
With the flesh and the blood that you call your soul, flip it inside out
It's a big black hole, take your money burn it up like an asteroid
Possessions, they are never gonna fill the void, take it away
And learn the best lesson, the heart, the soul, the life, the passion

There's no money, there's no possession, only obsession, I don't need that shit
Take my money, take my possession, take my obsession, I don't need that shit

Money, possession, obsession, present yourself, press your clothes
Comb your hair, clock in, you just can't win, just can't win
And the things you own, own you nooooww!

Take my money, take my possession, take my obsession, I don't need that shit
Fuck your money, fuck your possession, fuck your obsession, I don't need that shit
Money, possession, obsession, I don't need that shit

The World Around You


Somebody falls in love, somebody breaks a heart
We never fell in love, we only fell apart
I'm getting lonely, I need somebody to hold me
I thought I'd never miss her
She cut me out of her pictures

Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the desperation?
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the life you living?

Somebody tells the truth, somebody lives a lie
I can see right through, the story is in your eyes
I know what they're saying, there is no need for explaining
There will be nothing better than when I burn all your letters

Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the desperation?
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the life you living?

Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the desperation?
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the life you living?

We never fell in love we only fell apart
We only fell apart…
So we pick up the pieces and put 'em together
We said this was gonna last forever
Pick up the pieces and put 'em together
We said this was gonna last forever

Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the desperation?
Take a look at the world around you
Can you see the life you living?

We never fell in love we only fell apart!
We never fell in love we only fell apart!

Somebody falls in love, somebody breaks a heart
We never fell in love, but we only fell apart
Somebody falls in love, somebody breaks a heart
We never fell in love, but we only fell apart…

She Loves Me Not

When I see her eyes
Look into my eyes
Then I realize that
She could see inside my head
So I close my eyes
Thinking that I could hide
Disassociate so I don't have to lose my head
This situation leads to agitation
Will she cut me off?
Will this be an amputation?

I don't know,
If I care
I'm the jerk,
Life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not
Do you realize, I won't compromise
She loves me not, loves me not

Over the past five years
I have shed my tears
I have drank my beers and watched my fears fly away
And untill this day
She still swings my way
But it's sad to say sometimes
She says she loves me not
But I hesitate
To tell her I hate
This relationship
I want out today
This is over

I don't know
If I care
I'm the jerk
Life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not
Do you realize, I won't compromise
She loves me not
Life's not fair
I'm the jerk

Line for line, rhyme for rhyme
Sometimes we'll be fighting all the god damn time
It’s makin’ me sick
Relationship is gettin’ ill
Piss drunk stupid
Mad
On the real, could you feel
What I feel, what’s the deal girl
Tearin’ up each others world
We should be in harmony
Boy and girl
That is a promise we made
Back in the day
We told each other things wouldn’t be this way
I think we should work this out
It's alright baby, we can scream and shout.

I don't know
If I care
I'm the jerk
Life's not fair
Fighting all the time
This is out of line
She loves me not, loves me not
Do you realize I won't compromise
She loves me not, loves me not
Life’s not fair
Life’s not fair
Life’s not fair
I’m the jerk
Life’s not fair
She loves me not
Loves me not

Broken home



Broken home
All alone
Broken home
All alone

I can't seem to fight these feelings
I'm caught in the middle of this
My wounds are not healing
I'm stuck in between my parents
I wish I had someone to talk to
Someone to I could confide in
I just want to know the truth
I just want to know the truth
Want to know the truth
Broken home
All alone
I know my mother loves me
But does my father even care
If I'm sad or I'm angry
You were never ever there
When I needed you
I hope you regret what you did
I think I know the truth
Your father did the same to you
Did the same to you
I'm crying day and night now
What is wrong with me
I cannot fight now
I feel like a weak link
I'm crying day and night now
What is wrong with me
I cannot fight now
I feel like a weak link
A weak link
Broken home
All alone
It feels bad to be alone
Crying by yourself, living in a broken home
How could I tell it so y'all could feel it
Depression strikes me hard like my old earth would tell it
To me, her son, she told me I'm the one
Pain bottled up about to blow like a gun
Stories that I tell are nonfiction
And you can't take it back casue it's already done
Broken home
Broken home
Can't seem to fight these feelings
Caught in the middle of this
My wounds are not healing
Stuck in between my parents
Broken home
Broken home

To Be Loved


Listen up, turn it up and rock it out
party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout
this is real, as real as it gets
I came to get down to get some fucking respect
taking it back to a hardcore level
you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal
taking it back to a hardcore level
you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal.

Go!!

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved!

I want domination
I want your submission
I see you’re not resisting
To this temptation
I’ve got one confession
A love deprivation
I’ve got a jet black heart
It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved!

I’ve got another confession
I fell to the temptation
And there is no question
There was some connection
I’ve got to follow my heart
No matter how far
I’ve gotta roll the dice
Never look back and never think twice

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved!

Take the past, burn it up and let it go
Carry on; I’m stronger than you’ll ever know
That’s the deal; you get no respect
You’re gonna get yours
You better watch your fucking neck

Take the past, burn it up and let it go
Carry on; I’m stronger than you’ll ever know
That’s the deal; you get no respect
You’re gonna get yours
You better watch your fucking neck

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved
Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved

Whoa I'll never give in
Whoa I'll never give up
Whoa I'll never give in
And I just wanna be, wanna be loved!

Not Listening


I'm not listening, not anymore
The more I learn, the more I ignore
I'm not listening, not anymore
The more I can, the more I ignore
I'm not listening, not anymore, No

Cause You gotta be bigger, and be faster, and be stronger
if your gonna survive any longer
in this lifetime it better be the right time
the first time might be your last time
am I a failure if I got nothing to lose
No, I'm not a failure, I've got something to prove

Chorus:
I'm not listening, not anymore
The more I learn, the more I ignore
I'm not listening, not anymore
The more I can, the more I ignore, the more I ignore

Cause I've lost my innocence
and I'm a stranger, A life changer
I'm a man thats not afraid of danger
I walk my own path, and blaze my own trail
because I'm not afraid to derail
I won't get in line or be a middle man
so fuck you I'll make my own plan
and I got respect and I dont neglect
the people that i really care to protect
am I a failure if I got nothing to lose
No, I'm not a failure, I've got something to prove

Chorus

I told you before, won't listen no more
I told you before, let's settle the score
I told you before, won't listen no more
I told you before, let's settle the score

If not me then who?
If not now then when?
If not me then who?
If not now then when?

Chorus

I told you before, won't listen no more
I told you before, let's settle the score
I told you before, won't listen no more
I told you before, let's settle the score

Shut it up, work it out
Blow it up, set it off
Fuck it up, chuck it out
Put it up, Blow it up
Right now!

Sometimes
I’m dreaming about tomorrow
I’m thinking of yesterday
I consume myself in sorrow
This moment in time
Is what I betray
I am searching for the answers

CHORUS
And I look around
Sometimes I get sad
Cause I don’t know which way to go
And I look around
And sometimes I get sad
Cause my life is spinning out of control

I never know what you want
I never know what you need
It was different
From the start
When you cut me in two
I never thought I would bleed
I am searching for the answers

CHORUS

I will go this alone
I don’t need nobody’s help
I’ve gotta do this myself
Alone, alone, alone, alone

CHORUS
(x2)

(correction)

LAST CHORUS
And I look around
Sometimes I get sad
Cause >(WE)< don’t know which way to go
And I look around
And sometimes I get sad
Cause my life is spinning out of control

Be Free

Woke up and I feel like shit
I don't remember last night, I'm getting sick of this
I hit the bottle when I got off stage
and got piss drunk stupid and I went in a rage
I think I mighta got in a fight
Because my knuckles are bloody and I don't feel alright
I hit the bottom and I don't even care
You say I'm going to hell but I am already there

Pre-Chorus:
Sick and tired of being sick and tired

Chorus:
I wanna be free from this ball and chain and
Be free from this life of pain and
be free from this ball and chain
I wanna be free from you

Now I'm full of guilt and shame
I can't point a finger cause there's no one to blame
So I say you'll never do it again
But when the sun goes down, you are my only friend
I think that I am starting to see
I have become everything I never wanted to be
I'm really getting sick of myself
'Cause when I look into the mirror, I see somebody else

Pre-Chorus
Chorus x2

Sick and tired of being sick and tired
So sick and tired of being sick and tired
Sick and tired of being sick and tired
So sick and tired of being sick and tired

Chorus x2

Alive (N' Outta Control )


Go! C'mon C'mon C'mon

For crying out loud I'm running from a comedown
God forbid I know I've been a letdown
Reaching for the sky while laying in a gutter
Kicking and screaming I'm singing bloody murder
(I'm screaming bloody murder) (I'm screaming bloody murder)

Chorus: (x2)
I'm alive when I'm vulnerable I'm out of control I'm losing my soul
Alive(only in the 2nd chorus)

I can't be your angel when I'm living like a devil
Can't be your lover when I'm living like a rebel
Don't want your pity and I don't want your help
Don't try to save me go take care of yourself
(Go take care of yourself) (you better take care of yourself)

Chorus: (x2)
I'm alive when I'm vulnerable I'm out of control I'm losing my soul


I'm alive!
Sick of the pain sick of the sorrow
Sick of today I'm sick of tomorrow
I'm addicted to the misery in my head
I better stop before I end up dead

Chorus:(x2)
And so I climb (so I climb) to the top (to the top) just to fall (just to fall) to the bottom (to the bottom)

Go! C'mon C'mon C'mon

Alive!!!!!

Chorus:(x2)
I'm alive when I'm vulnerable I'm out of control I'm losing my soul

I can't be your angel when I'm living like a devil
Can't be your lover when I'm living like a rebel
Don't want your pity and I don't want your help
Don't try to save me go take care of yourself

Blood Brothers


Watch your back because the next man is coming
And you don't know if the next man is dumbin'
Survival of the fittest what it is
I got yo back, you got my back and that's the biz'
Blood is rushing through my veins
I got the power channel the energy
And with my strength I will devour
Sickening thoughts is running through my head
That's when I realize I'm glad I'm not dead

Corruption and abuse, the salesman of our blood
For the public's craving, existence in the dark

It's in our nature to destroy ourselves
It's in our nature to kill ourselves
It's in our nature to kill each other
It's in our nature to kill, kill, kill

It was a dream and then hit me, reality struck
And now my life is all shifty and it all moves fast
Close to a buck 50 and we all stand strong
In respect to the family in times of insanity
And through words of profanity
I describe our dysfunctional family
Blood Brothers keep it real to the end
Deeper than the thoughts you think, not a trend

Corruption and abuse, the salesman of our blood
For the public's craving, existence in the dark

It's in our nature to destroy ourselves
It's in our nature to kill ourselves
It's in our nature to kill each other
It's in our nature to kill, kill, kill

Again and aga-a-ain...

*Corruption and abuse, the salesman of our blood
For the public's craving, existence in the dark

*end kill, kill, kill x 8-12

It's in our nature to destroy ourselves
It's in our nature to kill ourselves
It's in our nature to kill each other
It's in our nature to kill

Tightrope


My words are weapons, in which I murder you with
Please don't be scared, please do not turn your head
We are the future the 21st century dyslexic, glue sniffing cyber sluts
With homicidal minds and handguns
We are insane, nothing will change
We are insane, nothing will change

There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil
And, I will tiptoe down that line, but I will feel unstable
My life is a circus and I am trippin down that tightrope
Well, there is nothing to save me now, so I will not look down
And again, and again, and again, and it happens again
And again, and again

Theres no beginning, there is no end
There is only change
Progression backwards, is this where we are heading?
Take back your soul, forget your emptiness

There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil
And, I will tiptoe down that line, but I will feel unstable
My life is a circus and I am trippin down that tightrope
Well, there is nothing to save me now, Im fallin to the ground
Fallin to the ground, down to the ground yeah

I speak of madness, my heart and soul
I cry for people who aint got control
Lets take our sanity, lets take compassion
And be responsible for every action
Hell no, no how, no way no way no way no how, no way no how

There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil
And, I will tiptoe down that line, but I will feel unstable
My life is a circus and I am trippin down that tightrope
Well, there is nothing to save me now, so I will not look down

There is a thin line between what is good and what is evil
And, I will tiptoe down that line, but I will feel unstable
My life is a circus and I am trippin down that tightrope
Well, there is nothing to save me now, im falling to the ground

Down to the ground, all the way down, hidden in the dirt

"State Of Emergency"

There's a movie playing in my head
Bombs falling and children crying
The sun rise and the sky turns red
Load your guns tonight
There's a song playing down the hall
All alone there's an old man dying
I can't feel anything at all
Something isn't right

This is a state of emergency
I've been running from a tragedy
There's a battle raging in my head
I don't wanna be left for dead

This is a state of emergency
Don't wanna be another casulty
There's a cemetary in my head
I don't wanna be left for dead
Left for dead

There's a world standing in my way
Father said that I best stop trying
Stand down it will be ok
You dont have to fight

There's a picture hanging on the wall
Of a memory that I'm denying
Sunsets and the angels fall
Something isn't right

This is a state of emergency
I've been running from a tragedy
There's a battle raging in my head
I don't wanna be left for dead

This is a state of emergency
Don't wanna be another casulty
There's a cemetary in my head
I don't wanna be left for dead

No, don't leave me here alone
I wanna make this on my own
I would rather die than sell my soul
I would rather lie than let you go

There's a voice screaming in my head
Telling me that I best stop crying
Stand up it will be ok
Load your guns tonight

This is a state of emergency
I've been running from a tragedy
There's a battle raging in my head
I don't wanna be left for dead

This is a state of emergency
Don't wanna be another casulty
There's a cemetary in my head
I don't wanna be left for dead

State of emergency
State of emergency
State of emergency
State of emergency
I dont wanna be left for dead
Left for dead!
Left for dead...